Last Chapter

"If you want something you work for it. If it doesn’t work out it is because you did not work hard enough although I recognize the effects of chance. But beyond the initial window of opportunity provided by chance, it is all YOU."

It is just impossible to think positive and about the future at this point. Sometimes you just have to close the chapter and leave it. If necessary you can always reopen it LATER.

Thinking outside the box!

I read an article on the newspaper yesterday about the French carmaker Citroen, offering design ideas. Apparently the company has previously offered $200,000 designer garage for its executive C6. Now they have branched out into interior design and offer “automotive-inspired apartment”!

Alright, that is thinking out of the box (the car itself). You know how most companies offer complimentary services of product to their core competency? shoes and clothing stores sell accessories, this car company sells designer garage and inspiration for some truly luxurious home furnishing ideas. Smart! How some people become so visionary to see so much outside the box! This is the 10000 foot view of the box and its surroundings!

Let’s look at it from another point of view. They are basically dictating a certain life style to their target market. But again that is nothing new! I remember talking about this subject in my last year humanity class. Is that individuality? Personality, individuality, fashion and brand!

,,, mmmmmm

Squished heart….

“After a while she feels that her heart is squished and the only thing that is left is the pain”

She now understands the comment a friend of her made once. It is really painful. She had not felt like this for a very long time. She almost wishes that she could take that “thing” that is squishing her heart and let her poor heart go. Humans are so complicated and yet so simple.

There has been a lot of subject that she thought she has formed her opinion about it. Now she thinks that she did because she wasn’t in the situation! Things that cross her mind are all over the map. Sometimes she feels ashamed even thinking of them but the warmth that the thought brings is tempting, too good to let go

She hates her heart. Wish her brain was the only functional part of her body.

Sitting Still?

(my art work from today's calss) LOL

How can people sit still for so long? I have been attending this certification boot camp for last 2 days and I noticed how people sit still during the whole time until the break time comes.

I feel bad for moving around so much but I just can’t stop moving. LOL I stretch, move my legs, fold them, go back on my chair and everything else that I feel might help me.

Really don’t understand. I really can not sit still. Do I have a problem? I think everybody else is abnormal.. lol