Sitting down by the window. The soft breeze touches your skin.
It starts weird. It is always hidden. Feels like it is forbidden, It is amazing but it is weird. It comes and goes… It is full of uncertainness. There is a whole field filled with possible detours. Contains alot of variables. It is a constant attraction. Unfortunately or maybe fortunately there is a higher power which tries to keep them away… It is forbidden.
It is fun. It is amazing. It makes sense. It is rigid and firm. It is comfortable. You have a road map. It is logical but it is missing something. It is missing the “eeeeee”. You know what that is? It is the force between negative and positive pole. It is what it draws them together as soon as they are close enough.
I hate making decisions. What if I leave it for another day? Can’t it wait?
It is convoluted. It is confusing. It is a fight between the brain and whole other world mixed of baskets of fruits!
What you are going to do?
4 comments:
YAY your blog is up again!!!
I know it doesnt help your engineer-analytical side but sometimes really, you feel the need to go [at something] based entirely on your emotional reaction to it.
It's a good thing to bounce your ideas off a close friend tho -- even if you dont end up listening to them -- you'll at least have a taste of their perspective on the matter.
update??!!
When u make a decision, u have to stick to it. unless u are sure that it was a wrong one, but that takes time….
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